Mistake

Yesterday, I made the most stupid mistake in my entire life. I cheated. I was caught red handed and there's no use denying. I kept telling myself why did I do it. Why did I manage to hoard more people coming into my life?

Hear my side.

I don't have work yet. For 3 months stay here in the Middle East, I didn't gain new friends outside the house. I just need someone to talk to. I have you, yes but you're sometimes busy and sometimes I nag about talking but you're tired and all so I respect that. I don't know.

I really can't write well because I know it's my fault and I can't reason out anymore. Game over. End of the line. Sigh. Even if I still chatter words to say, I'd still lose. I'll admit that.

Where will I start?